Altered state Journey to HELL & back

in #steemit8 years ago

Whether or not you want to view this as a real / imaginary / literal or figurative telling of what happened to me , i leave up to you. This happened to me 3 months ago, It was the night i posted my last article on steemit I got inside my copper pyramid to meditate , i had just ingested a golden teacher  & was in the middle of meditating when the room in my mind looked kind of like the scene from enter the void and everything got extremely fractal and kaleidoscopy , I felt as if i was one with the myself, & then out of nowhere my door slammed shut and there was a women that kinda looked like Katy parry.

She never spoke a single word with her mouth but its like we had a telepathic communication with each other , i was safely inside my pyramid when she posited herself to enter the energy barrier that the pyramid created . I did not think up to this point that the pyramid actually did anything as i never felt anything inside it , and at this point around a month had gone without feeling any effect as most people claim .

However with my eyes open was this women, entity, being, spirit, call her whatever you want pass through in invisible boundary that my pyramid created , now while she was inside i could finally see a blueish swirling energy inside my pyramid , i think i was getting a little dizzy from it all so i decided to lie down.

The second i was on my back the women hovered on my like we were having sex , but my clothes were still on . It did feel like i was having sex without all the trusting , this went on for SEVERAL hours, & Then towards the climax she reviled her wings that were glowing very brightly goldish color. 

She enveloped me with her wings and some how i wound up inside her womb , It was not exactly the same as the enter the void fractal state i was in but it was close enough. It felt like i was being reborn or created over again. After an unknown amount of time i was born again into a court room!!! 


Where i was to stand trial about my gluttonous ways , since that was part of my intent going into this experience was to cure everything wrong with me. I had all the evidence brought up and proven guilty for my ways and was sentenced straight to HELL. The floor opened up and swallowed me whole into the abyss.

I ended up right at the feet of the Maharaurava or Kali It was a purple "god" so i'm thinking from India , his tongue lounged at me ensnaring me, depositing me right in his mouth , where he begun trying to chew me , i fought back as much as i could UNTIL she showed up again in her telepathic was telling me to disconnect from my body (astral project), and so i did. I watched as my body was slowly being chewed up and dissolved into pudding from a distance. 

She asked me if i wanted to join her in going elsewhere while my body was getting a tune-up , I declined as i didn't want anyone installing anything i didn't want in. She left me for the last time and i sat a waited for me to go through the entire digestive process. Which of course means it only ended one way out :/ 


After a short amount of time i was "passed" though umm there and i already had a grave dug up for me with my own tombstone, some of the other lower demons started to fill me up with dirt to bury me "alive" , after i was fully 6 feet under i heard a sound of thunder & lightning approaching  , eventually the most intense cloud was over my grave where i tremendous lightning bolt struck my grave-site and resurrection of me from my grave. Full of energy and i was extremely electrified like i could take on the entire world. 

I was still a little woozy when i opened my eyes in my pyramid, I looked at my hand and could visually see lightning passing through my finger tips like in dragon ball z, i accidentally tripped over something that caused me grab hold of my PC and I FRIED my PC from the electricity that was coming from my body.

The PC started smoking when i unplugged it from the wall , & that's why i haven't been on steem around 3 months as i was saving up money to fix my PC that i some how fried. Even if i just pinched a wire or something that was a weird time to happen, so i'm thinking that it had something to do with the mushrooms, but i don't know. 


Overall I believe this to be a wonderful experience is i now view hell as more of an intensive destruction of the evil inside of you so that it can be reborn pure and anew , so i hope you all get to go to hell and be cleansed as well , hopefully you will not view this as punishment from now on. 

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