apologies not able to do much due to heart but I need to post my thoughts in the hope of creating peace

i hope to build a video studio but now waiting on major heart surgery, which may require months in the horizontal position....kinda pisses me off a bit..the studio might mean a culmination of my life's work....so while I wait for people to help with the studio....I may possess all the parts....i hereby try to explain what my goal is.....not easy to keep peoples attention these days but I wish to give back after 66 years....one of the highest iq's on the planet and not a selfish bone....I may attempt to pass on the wisdom I might have accumulated.....of course.... I may have won the grade 8 math competition and argued one algorithm to prove my 100% mark......ego is foreign to me and for those of you who might get defensive and wish to attack... just me and my expressions of knowledge...which is the true expression of love....I intend to offer insight into ptsd which I find contagious ...something I hope elucidate on when the time comes.....for now I expect to jump around to allow you the big picture......and digress at times to events which brought me to my current perception.....I hope not to offend...although truth maybe universal and white lies detract from our fulfillment.....so i expect to begin in the middle and digress when appropriate....i truly hope the best to everyone and i promise to keep things short because i respect all of you....topics might be expected in all areas of perception..... hoping to remove the blinds....my next post could be on how i may have cheated on an iq test....so follow me and spread the word....cause life is fleeting and perception may fulfill our destiny....most of you might not understand eprime....so please do your self due diligence and do a search...you might get a lot of growth and understand our goal in life.....so join me and judge for yourself....make life richer for you and everyone around you.....next post cheating on an iq test