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RE: Pizzagate repo updates for 14-01-2017 [Yoichi Shimatsu/PizzaSlut/PizzaBrain/Gary Ducket and more]
Every time I read this kind of informative post, I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I hate that dark, twisty, disgusting place. How do you not fall into the abyss of terrible darkness after all this research and writing @ausbitbank?
It's messing me up a bit.. I see heaps of other investigators seeming to be having emotional breakdowns and I'm snapping at people that don't deserve it.
This is why I'm writing way less detail lately, I'm just trying to coldly report and archive new discoveries from others rather then pursuing many leads myself because I can't handle it on top of the heat and kids atm..
When I was in high school, one of my favorite classes was Psychology. For extra credit we could volunteer at the local mental institution. I remember having a conversation with one of the counselors there.
He said that I need to think carefully about coming into the psychology field. That more than half of therapists suffer from clinical depression and many wind up being short-term residents at the facility. That was a little scary for a 17-year old to hear.
What I'm trying to say eludes to that old saying: "You are what you eat". What I really want to say is don't let consumption consume you.
I know what you mean... I started writing a series on historical pedo scandals and could only make it through the first 2 before it got to much and I had to abandon it. I've had about 3 breakdowns of uncontrollable crying in the past couple months over this. The info stream hasn't slowed down a bit after months of this too. It just keeps going deeper...
Some kind of research suppport group here on steeemit? Not sure how... ideas?