WHY I CHANGED MY MIND.

in #lifestories7 years ago (edited)

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I kept walking, I did not look back even though I really wanted to, I kept walking away. I knew my words had stabbed his heart. The thought of his bleeding heart and the picture of his teary eyes refused to leave my mind. I loved him, yet I didn't want him in my life.

His rugged lifestyle and my cooperate lifestyle where just two parallel lines I felt won't meet. My mother did not like him, and my contemporary-lifestyle Dad thought he was not responsible. But was he really not responsible?
I remembered the many times he paid attention to my deepest despair. I remembered how he would bring me a box of chocolate every Friday at lunch. I remembered his soothing words, always positive! encouraging me to forge ahead in my goals and endure the pain of life no matter what it takes. He'll say, "no pain, no gain". Gossh! I loved him, I love him still.
Why did I break up with him? Why did I allow my parents words to influence the way I felt about him? Why did I just call him up and break his heart without a clue? I couldn't bear the pain anymore than he could. I wouldn't do it.
I immediately changed my mind. I discarded every piece of reason that have been downloaded into my head by my parents.Its my life not theirs, I couldn't live without Mark. I ran back to him, to where he stood, still grief stricken, pale and obviously shocked at my returning. I hugged him, I told him I loved him, I told him didn't want to leave him, I told I changed my mind.
He held me close and whispered into my ears, " sorry dear my mind's changed too".

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Thanks man... I really appreciate. Thanks for resteeming

The story saddens me … in a good way :)

I am glad it touched you emotionally. You'd agree with me that life comes with its surprises , good and bad. Thanks for your upvote.

Yes, the story touched me. Felt like reading a slice of​ my own life :)

Wow. That's intense. I have an idea, why don't you write about it, if you haven't done so. There could be a lot to learn!

Ouch....twist ending

Yes Bro. Life itself is a twist

My brother has done it again, amazing writeup bro. Really enjoyed it.

Thanks Bro.. I appreciate

Wow this writeup got me lost for words, he changed his mind just after she figured what she wanted

Sad story right. Sometimes we need to think before changing our mind. Not changing our mind before we think.. Thanks bro. I'm glad u liked it.