I am excited

Hello, dear Steemians, who read this!


First, let me not apologize for my English, but tell you I am not a native speaker. But I do my best in showing my respect to the English language while writing this. I let go of all my fears about not having the perfect English skills. Instead, I follow my excitement and my curiosity. It's just much easier to connect to a geat, international community through the English language. To all the German, French, Slovakian, Dutch and Spanish speaking people reading this...

Ich grüß dich, salut, dobrý deň, goedendag and hola!

That's all I can scratch together.
The reason why I am so excited is: I just discovered Steemit. Well, to be honest, I didn't. My lovely partner @kemane introduced it to me. And I couldn't believe, that a fair and creative platform like this would exist. Here, I feel like every artist is being given the chance to be able to be as free and expressive in his creativity like he or she was as a child.

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Me at age 10: Attempting to emulate a contemporary
self-image of magazine women

For me, it feels like that. And I compare it to a huge and colorful flea market. I tried to sell a lot of stuff on flea markets already. And even if there was not much financial outcome on every one, I loved the feeling of being free and able to sell my stuff without having to learn how to retail properly or without having to overcome a lot of bureaucratic borders. I could connect with people, speak to them and learn about me and others while gaining some income.

So here we are now

and I have this same feeling of being allowed to be a human being.

Without having to learn this and that or becoming a "finished" person. Because we are never finished, and this is what I learned. In the past, I tried hard to satisfy this illusion that was implanted by school and society. So I tried to study 3 majors; Journalism, English, and History. Not at the same time. I always gave up on one, as I felt it was just not working for me. However, I still wanted to become a "finished" person so I tried the next one. Soon I entirely gave up on the idea of studying on a university. I tried to learn the great and honorable profession of midwifery. After being traumatized by german hospital hierarchies I couldn't handle the 3 years of apprenticeship and gradually accepted my quirks.

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I stopped forcing myself to fit in all of these formats
and just saw that I was whole already.

I saw, that I already made a living, working as an actress and voice actress , in theatre, tv, and film since I was 14. All of that without any official education. I just learned it by doing it, having fun. And the most important: Being excited and curious. So the best thing I could do is just to follow that feeling.

The first thing I did after this awakening, was making a baby.

Sorry, that sounds like I just had Sex. What I really mean, I consciously received my wonderful daughter. (to put things into perspective, you have to have sex for that, so of course. I had.)

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My daughter is now 2 years young, and I just turned 27

After the huge adventure of the last 2 years, where I experienced more than I can process: I feel, I'm ready to dive back into my creative space and share it with the world!

I am writing since I learned how to write. I wrote all kinds of stories. When I was around 20 I started to write poems, and I do it since then. Also in the beginning of my 20s, I started doing some poetry slam and experimented with different styles of writing. Currently, I'm blogging a lot about being a mother, a woman and traveling the world.

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Lake Atitlan, Guatemala

I'm looking forward to sharing more content, to process my experiences, connect with people, inspire or just to entertain. Nice to be here!

Clara


Find me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/immerclara/


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Welcome Clara! I am so glad that @kemane has brought you here. I look forward to watching your journey together. You write very beautiful English and I hope that you do not allow that fear to hold you back from fully expressing yourself. 💜
Also Lago Atitlan is one of my favourite places in the world! I spent two months in San Marcos working as a volunteer.

Dear Neeqi, thank you so much for your warm welcome!! Its so nice to hear from you, because I really like your creative work :) Kemane showed it to me already. That is so funny that you tell me that because we have been living in San Marcos for 3 months when I was pregnant and for another 3 months last year with our daughter :)) So we really know this place. I have got a lot of footage from that time and I will put up some vlogs in the next time, hope you will enjoy it! much love to you

Thank you and you are very welcome. And that is amazing! San Marcos is a very special place. I can't wait until I get another chance to go back. I would love to see your footage from there. Biggest love to you! 💚

Oh, thats great to hear! Yes it is, you are right.I will work on this with much fun because I really do miss that place too. Have a wonderful day, much much love :)

I love your story! You have a positive outlook and a beautiful family! it is nice to see things like this on here, I am very new myself so still learnimg new things about this platform each day! Have a wonderful day beautiful!

Thank you so much! Wonderfull to meet another Mama here :) Are you from Germany too? I am the same, at the beginning you have to find your way here... much love!

Hola my love,
so glad you made it,
and I'm so excited about this adventure!

kisses,
kemane

Love!
Thank you for reposting and showing this great community to me, I lenjoy it here!
A lot of kisses and see you later ;)
LoveLove, Clara

Greetings and welcome. Looking forward to hearing more from you.

Thank you so much :) I hope you have a beautiful day !

Hello Clara. :) Welcome to Steemit, i hope you have a great time here and find people to inspire and be inspired by. You can follow me if you are interested in my country Bulgaria. I share a lot of photography of my city.

Dear @task1ne , thank you for your warm words! I just saw your photographs and they are amazing! Have a wonderfull day :)

Welcome to steemit great intro, hit the follow button to see some of my posts, like comment and party on.

Thank you :) Your content looks very interesting to me, see you soon have a great day !

No problem and once again welcome, don't forget to checkout some of my posts and hit that follow button :-)

Welcome to Steemit, what a great introduction post!
You don't need to have a degree to become a "finished" person and I'm happy that you came to realize that :)
All the best of luck here,
Steem on! <3

That's so nice , thank you! Yes I am happy too about that:)

Welcome! I love the picture of you at 10 years old! Check my blog for some steem tutorials, one called: orientation, I explain a bunch of stuff that might help you. See you!

Yes, thats truly me =D thank you, I checked it out already and it is really helpful!

We dont really care about grammar flaws, english is just a language.

Welcome to steemit @claraminds
Enjoy posting and sharing here on steemit

Thank you @sanuk ! Thats good to hear ;)

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